In fact, my motive for coming out was to talk specifically to one of them as she was going through some stuff in her life recently. I knew she needed a listening ear, and all our previous arrangement abt meet-ups were scraped off for one reason or another. But in the end it failed cos we were not alone, and I dun wan to bring it up in front of others. Felt bad that she had to leave under a happy facade..I cared for her, and disappointed that I couldn't help out at all.
As for the next day..coupled with my own approaching apprehensiveness and advice that meant well, it was enough to make me sick to my stomach. I spent that nite tossing and turning in bed, deeply troubled that I was not yet strong enough not to fall again. Afraid that I would lose my pride n dignity yet again.
How seemingly contradictory humans can be..in love with the beauty of a rose, but wary of the poison it's prick brings.
Baby woke up crying while I was writing this, and I patted her back to sleep.
I did a lot of sai kang today, so tired...It might be time for me to start using handcream.
Your Dating Purity Score: 77% |
 You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover! |
Your Seduction Style: The Dandy |
 You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations. Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories. It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you. You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone. |
The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
You are a Believer |
 You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone. |
Your Inner Blood Type is AB! |
 Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe |
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