A late night post

My appetite has really been going down the drain. Din eat dinner just now, mum microwaved the sausage with egg macmuffin from Mac that I bought for her this morning. Have to force myself to eat it, in the end cannot even finish. Have made myself a cup of hot milo instead. Listening to music now. It might enable me to find the peace within. It rather feels that my soul is playing a discordant music piece of its own.